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boyfriend is away

do homework

play sims

watch V for Vendetta

attempt not to miss him

attempt not to think about college and how this will be every day

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I think DC was the final nail in the coffin. I am officially burnt out

#onlystudiedanhourforcalc

why do I get acute sinusitis over break

WHY

why do I not have the ability to meet with my unit 2 days in a row

fuck

I really thought boy drama would end once I had a boyfriend.

For more than eight months straight, I have been proven wrong. 

You make me so fucking miserable, why can’t I just let go of you? I know that’s what we both need.

I have a friend who got into Princeton, Olin, Cooper Union, and Delaware engineering with a full ride

I have a friend who got into MIT, Harvey Mudd with a full ride, and UChicago with a full ride

I have a friend who got into Notre Dame and Barnard

I have friends who have really difficult choices to make

I am happy with mine :)

is it bad that my only motivation (besides the usual external source of happiness) for keeping my grades up is that I won’t take three finals?

But I’m enjoying laying in bed all day and watching almost four weeks worth of the Daily Show…….

I’m in a very bad fucking mood.

Here’s a secret: I hate USY with a burning passion.

I legitimately can’t believe I made top 20…

I am so fucking tired

I am so fucking sick of all of my classes

One week of sleep was not enough for me, especially when I spent the last weekend of it crying over a stupid boy. I thought this shit was supposed to end when you have a boyfriend…

Love staying up all night crying because of Frieder…

“To be honest, it wasn’t that I stopped having feelings for you, it was that I realized how dangerous these feelings could be given the circumstances, and thus I (somewhat on purpose, somewhat unknowingly) repressed them”

“It’s just confusing when you make me so happy yet break my heart at the exact same time” “All I’m going to say is that it doesn’t look like that’s going to change any time soon”